not now... not yet...

the dreams are here again...
like secret messages...
that I cannot fathom...
well...

at least not yet

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I'll be back
before I lose them again

lift this sinking feeling

my heart, it aches...
and I've no inkling why...

will I find a song...

the clock just struck twelve
sixteen more days to go
then will I find myself
a song that knows me so?

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(searching for a song that best describes me)

In the deep audio seas
In the depths of lyrics
Is there really
No one song that fits me?

Deadline: 16 days from today

killer assumptions

comparisons...
when drawn from assumptions
do not make valid conclusions

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(I swore: shallowness is not a state of thinking but a way of thinking)

Found this sms in my draft mailbox, along with bristling words of anger...
I suppose I had wanted to blog it at the time.

But now...
Frustration is meaningless...
Writing about it is pointless...
I don't give a damn anymore.

I am just happy it's finally over.

Finally...

Conversations with people who truly matter.

been a long while

Haven't written for some time...
Not that I wasn't well aware of it - had only been pushing it to the back of my head...
Well, until a certain conversation...


H.L: you write funny stories... how about writing a magazine?
hardshell: a magazine on?
H.L: it could be about ...
hardshell: what do you have in mind?
H.L: we should do something else it's a waste!
H.L: don't you write a blog?
hardshell: no (I lied)
H.L: how can a writer not have a blog?
hardshell: ...

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A writer.
It's funny... but I'd never call myself that, I think.
And it's rather embarrassing having someone think that highly of me.
True, i love writing... Have always wanted to write a book or something.
But it's kinda ironic isn't it?

A writer who doesn't read.

And who definitely needs to improve her vocab :OP