sometimes

i just feel like kicking myself.

hard.

part two

part two didn't go too well.

but i never thought it would be easy anyway.

the partition walls

my partition walls are giving way
i'm feeling my lowest low
my deepest blue
my grayest day

when did this happen?

when is this headlong dive gonna end?

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i'm missing the colour yellow.
lots of it.

all at the same time

i'm bored
i'm sleepy
i'm tired
i'm happy
i'm rushing
i'm busy
i'm yawning
i'm leaving
i'm blogging

i need some love


how is it possible to feel and do all these at the same time?

cos it's me.

the idea book

I finished the book in just one standing cos I really enjoyed it. What I love about it is that it's engaging and informative. It pulls in facts from various sources but avoids being too heavy (which otherwise would have contradicted it's objective anyway). The facts are interesting nuggets woven in to support each idea. I'd say it's short, sharp and snappy.

And what's more, it's interactive too... each idea concluded with an activity that is practical and aimed at effective business problem solving.

There are 150 ideas but my favourites have got to be those I remember. "The barometer and the house", "Curiosity fed the cat" and "The curious creature of habit" just to name a few. And hey, now I know that I'm not weird in getting my best ideas while in the shower - it's actually a proven fact! haha...

And there was this idea which talked about getting your ideas from somewhere else which made me feel a lot better about never really being too immersed in the design scene and not to beat myself up about not reading enough though I love writing. Whoever is to say your source of ideas must derive from the very same things you're doing or involved in?

At the end of the day, the book is inspiring. I'd say, even if you're not in business, go read it and trigger your thoughts :O)

Read:
The Idea Book by Fredrik Haren

Visit:
www.theideabook.org

bla bla bla...

It's been a sloooww weekend... not that I'm complaining... I'm too lazy to step out of the home even. Hey, everyone's entitled to be sluggish once in a while :OP

Is it me or it didn't rain today like any other day? Any other day which I'm out wearing something nice or not equipped with a brolly that is...

I've been craving for some hot chocolate and a good book in bed. But I have neither... well I do have unread books but at the moment, they're just not compelling enough to me. Yea... I must feel for something before I give it a chance. Guess that applies to people too.

Anyway I have this urge to bombard my blog with entries. It's like I'm so full of crap and what better outlet to channel them all to than my very own personal blog right? heh.

perception of perfection

i was human
but i used to be perfect
and though i'm still human
i've become second best

what may be a mere demotion
highlights deficiency of devotion
and as I question
your secret thoughts and actions…

I start to question…
my own perception of perfection

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For all the things deemed second best
May there be someone who sees in us perfection
And stays forever in devotion

But perhaps that’s too much to ask of humans.

shouldn't i?

mentally I had filed a PPO
against my unsettling instincts
believing paranoia's in disguise
only to be proven later, otherwise
only to be sneered at later, “I told you so”

so shouldn’t I now learn my lesson?
shouldn’t I distrust weak logic?
shouldn’t I now believe the cynic?
with this skepticism I fail to lessen

shouldn’t I?