al-inshirah

have We not expanded for you your breast
and taken off from you your burden
which pressed heavily upon your back
and exalted for you your esteem
surely with difficulty is ease
with difficulty is ease
so when you are free, nominate
and make your Lord your exclusive

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(translation of al-inshirah)

Clashing projects
Clashing timelines
Tired mind
Tired body
This ninth month is full of trials

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The worries residing in my head...
Multiplied...
Juxtaposed...

Threatening...

To burst my head...
To cripple my mind...
To stress my heart...
To shorten my breath...

I have a splitting headache.

But dear God,
I am grateful for all that You have blessed me.
And I pray for strength...
For resilience
And understanding that You will not shower me with what You have
If You have never believed that I can't handle it.

So I must believe that I can overcome this.

That I can manage this.