i felt myself consumed from within
by the flame of anger and frustration
it's time I rip open the seams
tear the binding threads of emotions
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(Entry on 24 Aug 2006:
the day I vowed to liberate myself from ripping emotions.
the day I requested to cease my dependence on medication)
God, I know that I can't control everything. But I need to control my emotions, cos that equates to protecting myself. Why should I hang on to the people I believed in when it's so easy for them to sever things?
Only if they return to me, then I'll know it's meant to be.
God, I know that I can't help everyone. And if there's anything I've learnt, it's that I won't be able to help anyone if I don't help myself first. I know I'll have to work hard at nursing my heart.
So I can do the same things I've been doing before, and better.
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