Saturday, September 09, 2006

I can't sleep

the fifth opinion that I'm seeking
what is this I'm experiencing
if it doesn't run in my family
neither mother nor sister but me

anxious, what news await me tomorrow
so could you not add to my sorrow
asking if I could bear kids in future
don't you think I'd be the first to wonder?

...................................................................................
Doctor said I shouldn't worry. Give it time and it'll be regular, normal - that was ten years ago. Each effort to make it right proved only temporary, later rendering me weak and vulnerable. I'm sick of medication. But I guess there's no other way. Now I'm under observation... discreetly. I wouldn't want my family to worry. But yea, at least I tried.

I know you love children. Well, so do I. So if you'd please, don't hurt me anymore with your questions.

No comments:

Post a Comment