what am I doing here?

this should've been over
but it's still here
I shouldn't even be here
but I'm still here
still right here...

alone

.............................................................................................
(hungry... tired... but still waiting)

Humans are funny.

We wonder if others miss us in our absence...
We wonder if we could do more to help when something happens...
We wonder if we're worth more than what we think of ourselves.

But when everything clamours for our attention...
when responsibilities start weighing heavily on us...
when everyone else needs us...

We just wanna get away from it all.

Or maybe it's simply me.