ambushed at my door

I hated myself
for feeling so cornered
as I stood there
obviously outnumbered

I hated myself
for feeling so vulnerable
as I feared the worst
of the possible

at my very door

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(20 June 08: Y.T’s unwelcomed visit. entry 1)

I have every right to protect my parents.
I have every reason to choose what they need or need not know.

And you knew.

You were very well aware
Of my situation
And of my mum who's due for surgery

But still you arrived at my doorstep
With your blind convoy
Unannounced
Unwelcomed
Holding me hostage by my fear of the unwanted.

It was downright despicable.

What right or reason have you to do what you did?