how?

love to me was a concept of growing
affection sown from a humble beginning
but once escaped from the depths of my feelings
how do I start from the very beginning?

................................................................................
(the night I was greeted by flowers and gifts)

How will love ever grow once again?
How will I possibly fall again?

Falling easy has never been my thing...
Much less falling all over again...

So until the end of my requested grace...
please leave me be in my own space...

and let me walk in my own pace...