nothing

lying...
face-down on my bed
crying...
grappling...
yet still I failed
in releasing...
congested thoughts in my head

................................................................................
(fruitless attempt)

Yesterday I realised I deserved nothing...
From anyone... from anything...
Cos I realised I have nothing to give...
To anyone... to anything...
And now, sitting here looking at the screen, I realise...

Neither do I have anything to say...